all things at once... very unclear i know. i'm working on opening the door and letting you in. please excuse. so it is official- this is the start of a work week where i'm not actually 'going' to work... i am my own, and i'm here. but i am going to go, very far indeed.

the loss of sleep- not sure if that is temporary. it may not be too bad because that is when He speaks, so i'm wide awake...

open
open up your mind now
open up the sky now

open up your mind now
open wide now
come let me in now

open and fly now
come on and try now

thank you kenna.

i'm listening to everything, i hear it all. so much to process, and the strongest effort is organizing all of it. i want so much- want the REAL wealth of balance, peace, love... right now though my mind is overflowing with the potential, the possibilities. I'M ACTING. He answered, He is following through... as He said He would. i'm just trying to do my part in this thing.

the shift

i may be all things at once, or one thing at a time.
my decision, or maybe my heart's
all are contending for the ultimate win.
i think it's realistic for all to go home with the gold medal.
in the end, thankfully i win regardless..
but by how much?

"what He's given is good, but what He's got to give is great."

did i hinder my great? i'm trying my best not to
anymore

i've been losing sleep over this

in the meantime i find comfort in imagery..
these B&W are all things at once
and one thing at a time

if and then

if this doesn't scream etherealdisco, then what does?

photographer: tim walker