life wants...

my entire life has changed... this is what my friend and i exclaim to one another when there is extensive time between talks
so... now is say it to you...

my entire life has changed!

(it has been a while since i've shared... tends to be an issue that overflows into my real life and my relationships as well.. but i'm working on it)

what do YOU want?

i pose this question to close friends and to people i am getting to know.. the answer ever-evolving with the growth and experiences of the individual. to most, the answer does not come so easy to what, at first, seems to be a simple question...

for the longest time i desired inner peace... i have it now, and am SO thankful to Him for that. it seemed impossible... but now i have proof that prayers changes things... the battle was in my mind... i won

no.. my life is not perfect and i am far from satisfied.. i still have desires and goals that have yet to be reached but,

I AM AT PEACE & HAPPY

so what do i want? (in no particular order)

to have control of my life and live everyday on purpose.... to know i can do anything i want.. through Him of course

to have the faith, patience and persistence to see it all through

to fall deeply into passionate love and maintain a stable relationship with Him as our center

we partner together on creative and business endeavors and we obtain synergy as a dynamic team

reach a position as a visual manager/director

have income of $100,000 per yr

make/create jewelry, inspiration, art, etc.

be married to the person i described sharing the relationship with me above

own a beautiful home

have the financial comfort/stability to do as i please as far as shopping and travel is concerned

have a site/space to showcase my work

have long curly hair that has grown to the middle of my back.. again patience is neccessary here :)

be a healthy 120-123 lbs.

have 2-3 beautiful, healthy, charismatic children with the brains of creative intellects and a hustler spirit

au naturaule

texture. natural. curly. volume.

i made a change about a month ago. the feathered locks that once adorned my head were my signature. the voluminous strands have gone... giving way for the short curly fro that i have craved for quite some time. my hair is ever-evolving. much like me i suppose. it keeps record...

i changed, so of course it needed to shift as well. i'm moving, doing, going, being, and doing again and again... i was in such a state of comfort. complacent, with a yurning to escape. i did and i'm ecstatic.

change is good. delicious even.

there is a community surrounding this transition. the natural girls are love and they share it with you. like a secret society when you see them, and they you.. they acknowledge.

it warm.
it's brooklyn.
i can't get enough.

these images keep me inspired... the stages are going to be miraculous..
i can't wait...

so adorable...

i saw this some time ago and in NO WAY am i near this part of my life

but...

is this not the most adorable thing you have ever seen?

found here

this is...

for love.

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au revoir simone

i accept that i may be late on this
i love this
so calmed by this music

there is something about ny that is causing me to switch gears
no longer do i long for the hussle and bussle

these transform the sirens and subway noise
to a birch forest with fluttering butterflies, soft breezes, and flirtatious fairies

found

endless inspiration.
shared imagery.
my dream site.

http://ffffind.space150.com/

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